Aaminin akong medyo nahihirapan ako. KASI NAMAN MATAAS ANG BAR. Pwede na nating ibaba ng kaunti? Para naman kahit papano lumigaya ako. Mahirap tapatan ang ganung libel. Mapapagod na lang ako kakahanap ng makakaabot nun. Mababato na lang ako kakaantay. Hindi niya ako binigyan ng dahilan kung bakit kailangan kong panindigan ang sinabi ko noong naglasing ako at may isang nakakahiyang tawag na nangyari.
“I can’t afford to love her.”
Salamat. Kinailangan kong marinig yun kasi kung anu-ano na ang pumapasok sa utak ko. Kung anu-ano nang kagaguhan ang handa kong gawin. Buti na lang. Tumino ako bigla. Tipong lasing ako tas binuhusan bigla ng malamig na tubig. O kaya’y nagwawala tas sasampalin na lang ng malakas. Salamat sa malamig na tubig. Salamat sa malakas na sampal.
Here lies Uneditedmara. Mahirap siyang mahalin.
Ikanta na lang natin, friends.
The Fear You Won’t Fall
Joshua Radin
Digging a hole and the walls are caving in
Behind me air’s getting thin but I’m trying
I’m breathing in
Come find me
It hasn’t felt like this before
It hasn’t felt like home before you
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you
I know you’re scared that I’ll soon be over it
That’s part of it all
Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won’t fall
It hasn’t felt like this before
It hasn’t felt like home before you
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you
And I hate the phone
But I wish you’d call
Thought being alone
Was better than was better than
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel this way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you
Can’t get my mind off of you
And I know it’s easy to say but it’s harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
Can’t get my mind off of you
