Comfortable

by John Mayer
[Listen over at YouTube]

I just remembered, that time at the market
Snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down, aisle 5
you looked behind you to smile back at me
Crashed into a rack full of magazines
They asked us if we could leave.

Can’t remember, what went wrong last September
Though I’m sure that you’d remind me, if you had to

Our love was, comfortable and
So broken in

I sleep with this new girl I’m still getting used to
My friends all approve, say she’s gonna be good for you
They throw me, high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
And prefers that I not use profanity
Your mouth was, so dirty

Life of the party
And she swears that she’s artsy
But you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was, comfortable and
So broken in
She’s perfect, so flawless
Or so they say, say

She thinks I can’t see the smile that she’s fakin’
and poses for pictures that aren’t being taken
I loved you
Grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect

Our love was, comfortable and
So broken in
She’s perfect, so flawless
I’m not impressed, I want you back.

Waking Up

Thanks to Winterheim for the PERFECT album to waste this week away. OneRepublic’s Waking Up album was definitely a very lovely surprise especially if you love strings like me. <3 While Winterheim is a fan of Good Life and All The Right Moves, mine is definitely Secrets and All This Time. But to end this week, it’s definitely all about Waking Up.

I found verity
On Nolan’s Avenue
Down where the air is sweet
As L.A. skies are blue
The water tried to break it down
But it held through
It gave a little for the sake of staying true

We cut ties
We tell lies
We hate change
And we wanna claim where we feel
We take toes
We rake yours
Yeah we dig holes
And we’re diggin right in your fears

We’re waking up
We’re waking up
And right on time
And right on time
We’ll take these roads
We’ll break them up
And right on time
And right on Time!

We got cars
We write laws
We won’t pause
Don’t you know we’re the wizard, welcome to Oz
We don’t lose
We might bruise
Yeah but we’ll rain fire on ya till you’re playing
All of your cards

We’re waking up
We’re waking up
And right on time
And right on Time
We’ll take these roads
We’ll break them up
And right on time
And right on Time!
ON TIME!
ON TIME!
Waking Up!
Waking Up!
Yeah

Oooh!
Oh!
Oooh!

The Pursuit of Happiness

If happiness made me THIS gorgeous, I’d gladly give up my “too aggressive” lifestyle.

HAPPY
Leona Lewis
[MP3]
[Official video SO worth watching; cried bukkits]

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
Cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can’t stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i’m just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So any turns that I can’t see,
like I’m a stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

<3

Better in time

Sometimes when you’ve had your heart broken and then you try to move on, you can bypass the grief, the pain, and the emptiness. Sometimes, when you quickly replace it with something else, you barely feel the sting of past hurts. But then after a while, it comes back to haunt you, and it’s more painful. You thought you had moved on and was happy, but the truth was you were just masking all that sorrow with something else. The wounds would never completely heal and you know you will never be completely and perfectly happy ever again. I need to say that I feel betrayed. That no matter how much I say “I’m fine”, I’m really not. And sometimes I just wonder how he could ever bring himself to do this to me.

I loved you Xabi Alonso. I really did. And you go and sleep with a son of a motherfuckingputa Real Madrid?? How could you?? How am I to go on without you? Everyone thinks this is all for the better because you’re not happy. But what about MY happiness?? What about what I want? And what I need? I need you. I want you.

But I guess that’s just how it goes, no? You leave when there’s something better. Leave then. Thanks for the memories. I want to say that we’ll be friends but we won’t. So let’s not bother being nice to each other. There’s no reason for that.

Goodbye.

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

Broken Strings

by James Morrison (feat. Nelly Furtado)

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can’t feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late, too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

Do you? Really?

Unhepful Git sends mp3.

Unhelful Git: I like this song *kisses*
Uneditedmara: *listens*

> P L A Y

I don’t get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I’d been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I’d be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there’s an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I’m sorry, I know that’s a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

—

Uneditedmara cries like a little bitch.

Uneditedmara: That was a really good song.
Unhelpful Git: I’m glad you like it. *kisses*

Say it with me now, hijodeputaaa.

These Days

by Mates of State

I’ve been out walking
I don’t do too much talking these days
These days -
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I’ve had the chance to

I stopped my rambling
I don’t do too much gambling these days
These days -
These days I seem to think about
How all the changes came about my way
And I wonder if I’ll see another hide-a-way

I had a lover
I don’t think I’ll risk another these days
These days -
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It’s just that I’ve been losing so long

Then I’d stop my dreaming
I don’t do too much scheming these days
These days -
These days I sit on corner stones
And count the time in quarter tones to ten
Please don’t confront me with my failures
‘Cos I have not forgotten them

“Parang may amnesia”

“I think you should move on. I think we both should.”

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Tangena, kung may award sa mundo para sa mga taong gago, isa na siya sa mga makakatanggap nito. Hay nako. Maraming tanga. Maraming gago. Maraming putanginag hayup sa mundong bigyan ka ba naman ng ganyang linya. Alam mo anong pwede mong gawin sa linyang yan? Saksak mo sa putanginang baga mo. Leche. Panalo ka na, okay? Winner ka na. Linya pa lang .. shet. Shet ka talaga. Pero sige, kung ganun eh di ganun. Wala na akong ibang magawa pa. Binigay ko na ang lahat-lahat. Sobra-sobra na nga eh. Oo, hindi sa kasi hinigi mo pero kusang-loob ko binigay. Siguro sabihin na lang natin na isang malaking pagkakamali ‘to. Ang galing kasi ng payo mo eh. Parang hindi ko naisip yun diba? Wow ha! Yun lang pala ang solusyon eh! Pucha. Pinahirapan ko pa sarili ko. Galing mo, mehn.

Sige, sige. Ganun na lang gagawin natin. Mahirap talaga kasi akong mahalin kasi: 1) masama akong tao, 2) masyado akong komplikado intindihin, 3) hindi ko alam ang gusto ko, o 4) lahat ng dahilan sa mundo. Sabi nga nila, kung gusto, maraming paraan at kung ayaw, maraming dahilan. Eto na po. Magmo-move on na po. Kala mo naman kagwapuhan at kabaitan na kelangan iyakan. Shet ka!

Shempre kunwari may sinabing dapat matagal nang nasabi pa pero nung pinapasabi ito ulit, papilit pa siya. Nge. Gago. O ano ngayon? Aanhin ko yung mga sinabi mo? Parang tanga. Napakalaking tanga. Ewan ko ba sa’yo. Wala akong panahon pilitin kang mag-mature. Bahala ka sa buhay mo. AT SHEMPRE KELANGAN ONE YEAR FROM TODAY DIBA?! PESTE!

Taon-taon na lang kelangan nating gawin pero wala akong magagawa. Ganun talaga ang nangyayari. Marami lang talaga akong taeng nakikilala. Pakshet. (Sana pwedeng Ingles itong isulat kasi mas marami akong murang alam sa lingguaheng yun pero hindi pwede kasi mahiyain akong tao. WAHAHAHHAHA!) Yung yakap pala ni Mrs. Lovely Bouquet ay foreshadowing na parang sabi, “Sorry ha. Mahal ka niya pero di ka ganun kamahal. ” Kumbaga sa Ingles, “He’s just not that into you.” O. Nagkaroon bigla ng English ang post ko. Putangina wala na akong pakialam. Ikanta na lang natin ito sa tono ni Avril Lavigne kasi tigasin siya palibhasa marunong siyang maglagay ng eyeliner at kulayan ang kanyang buhok. Isa pa yung parang tanga.

FORGOTTEN
by Avril Lavigne

I’m giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don’t know how much you
Screwed it up
You never listened
That’s just too bad
Because I’m moving on
I won’t forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don’t patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus:]
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted
Do you forget it now
You never got It
Do you get it now

Gotta get away
There’s no point in thinking about yesterday
It’s too late now
It won’t ever be the same
We’re so different now
Yea yea yea yea yea

[Chorus]

I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you what i wanted I
I told you what i wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten
I won’t be forgotten
Never Again

Tama. May Gago sa Madrid.

Just break the goddamned thing already

I’ve seen it in my lifetime.  Sometimes you can’t help that things happen. We can argue that we are only human and that we make mistakes. But what makes you truly human is what you do after you’ve realized this. Do you continue to keep hurting someone just because you want to find your happiness? Don’t be selfish. You’re not the only one who deserves happiness. No matter how much you don’t want to hurt the other person, you already have. The least you could do is be decent to them. They deserve at least that for all their efforts. Prolonging the inevitable will not only lead to deeper gashes, but perhaps permanent scarring. Don’t be someone who’s made someone fear love or incessantly question their self-worth. Ending it is the last act of kindness you could possibly show. Deserving something better means letting go of one that’s no good. So, let go. Let go of the one you’ve hurt and vow to be better. Let go of the one who’s hurt you and try to patch yourself up. .. and then cross your fingers and hope to God that whole thing didn’t fuck you up for life.

LEAVE THE PIECES
The Wreckers

You’re not sure that you love me
But you’re not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain’t fair you know
To just keep me hangin’ ’round

You say you don’t wanna hurt me
Don’t want to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown

[Chorus]
And it’s alright, yeah I’ll be fine
Don’t worry ’bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There’s nothing you can do or say
You’re gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

You can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on

Don’t concern yourself
With this mess you’ve left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you’re gone

[Chorus]

You not making up your mind
Is killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]

Leave the pieces when you go
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Leave the pieces when you go

[DOWNLOAD MP3 HERE]

For those that leave, walk away, and give up.

For those that plan on breaking hearts, throwing away years, and looking elsewhere.

For those that struggle to find closure, just can’t make themselves do it, or faint of heart.

Do it now. If nothing, give them a chance to take back what used to be theirs.

Make the wounds. If nothing, leave them with more time to heal.

Spill the blood. If nothing, set them free.

For you

Seek your someone.
Find a career and not just a job.
See everything.
Look for your one, true passion in life.
Fly off and travel.
Build on your land.
Fall in love.
I will be right here to share in your victories and defeats.

*

MY WISH
Rascal Flatts

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you’re faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin’ till you find the window,
If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God’s grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

*

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